On this cold November morning, the stillness is only broken by the breathing of my most cherished loved one. The question for me is how many more times will I hear that cherished sound? Of course, none of us know when that sound will end for any of us yet that can be scary and yet comforting.

Will this be the day that those sounds will end? I have no idea but based on conversations with her and how her health has started to fail more and more each day and sometimes each hour. I will still hurt like I have never felt before and yet she will be in eternity with The Lord Jesus Christ and that is all that truly matters.

So is today the day I really start to look at how life would be without her after all of these years? Probably……………………