As I sit here this early November morning, I ponder whether I should attempt to go to church?

You see my wife’s cancer seems to be picking up its attacks on her body. Her daughter is coming by to spend time with her, which will be good. I feel tired, alone and emotionally exhausted. Then in the morning, we have a doctor’s appointment with a cancer specialist that we have been told in advance she very well have to be hospitalized for the 4 time in about a month.

When we started this fight with her health we thought it would be about her heart but cancer decided to rear its ugly head. ( like so many others)

Am I going to church this morning? I have no idea. Will I be able to take a nap before that decision has to be made? Nope