Through my over 6 decades on this planet, I thought I had experienced every kind of pain there is and somehow I got through it.

However, watching my wife slowly die right in front of me is a kind of pain that I have never known and I know at some point it will reach another level and I don’t have any clue how I will get through that. Not one.

She keeps saying she is sorry for this but it’s not her fault. None of this is anyone’s fault.