As my wife continues to slip away we have had numerous conversations as to what my life would look like?

The first thing that has to be stated is that we have no idea how I am going to react to that.

I have started to think about it more and more since I don’t have family, so in many ways, nothing is keeping me in the place I have known as home for nearly 30 years.

She really wants me to take a trip to the beach, although I’m not sure I would want to do that alone.

I think it might easy her worry that she has some idea before she takes her last breath.

I’ve always wanted to take a missions trip of some kind.

At first, thinking about a future without her, I just couldn’t handle to idea of it but it is something I must face whether I like it or not!