As many of you know, I lost my spouse about 9 days ago.
Let me tell you something, there is simply no comparison between losing a parent and losing a spouse is much more intense, especially when you spend night after night all alone.
The “experts” say in these types of situations, don’t become isolated. That ship sailed in my life a very long time ago and it’s probably not going to end anytime soon.
Losing a spouse is like nothing else on earth. As she said, it is a very private matter between the spouses.
I am miserable and not dealing well with this at all. Tomorrow is Palm Sunday. I understand how important it is, but I may not be going to church because it’s Palm Sunday is also about families, and mine is in heaven.
Oh well, back to looking at the empty walls, maybe they will ask if I’m ok?