Month: July 2025

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Today is……..

The calendar says it July 26th of the year 2025. Or is it the day The Lord God Almighty calls you home to the eternal paradise? So many of us have wasted so much time thinking we had more time than we actually did with working on something.

However, when we look at scripture it tells us something different altogether. It clearly does not say when the end is coming and to think otherwise is foolish. One of the ironies of losing my wife has been me thinking I have so much more time now she is gone. Funny thing is God decided before I was conceived how much time I was going to have on this earth. So is today the day you think it is or is it the day The Lord God Almighty calls you home?

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God Works In Mysterious Ways

Earlier today something told me I needed to go to a certain Christian bookstore. I wasn’t sure as to why but I went anyway. While I was looking at some books I saw a gentleman fall. There was another gentleman trying to help him up but was struggling to do so with any good fortune. So I walked out to help and we were able to get the gentleman back on his feet. I thought ” now I know why I was sent here”. I went back into the store to start looking again when the gentleman that was helping approached me about a book I was going to purchase. We started talking and I mentioned the loss of my wife. He said his mother had died a few weeks back and his father was really struggling. I shared some insight on what it’s like to lose a spouse. His mother-in-law and wife walked up and we started talking about my current situation. The more we talked the more it became clear that I knew what I had to do and that is to be truer to my faith walk. Then comes the question of how do I go about that? At this point I simply don’t know what to do but I have to get past what others might think and do what God has put on my heart!

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Time To Leave Church?

I have been attending the same church for nearly 30 years and with the loss if my beloved wife I think I owe it to myself to take a hard look at my life. That includes which church I attend and if me being there is where God wants me to be at this time? It is a question that my late wife and a I talked about often. As of this moment my heart is telling me it’s time to move on because the church just is not meeting my spiritual or supportive needs.

However, everything is still clouded by my mourning of my wife which was less than 4 months ago. Scripture tells us to wait on the Lord I just wish he would hurry up and tell me what his plans are for my life.

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Want To Talk About Jesus I’m Your Man!

On April 3rd of 2025 the love of my life went to be with Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Being married to this remarkable woman was the honor of my life.

However, the thing that brings me internal peace and joy is talking about Jesus Christ. It’s something I have known since childhood and my late wife knew it and was supportive of it. At first she was like “oh no!” but she quickly came around. With her passing and all the uncertainty that it has brought one thing that has not changed is my love of Jesus Christ Just the other day I was speaking with another remarkable woman and when I mentioned Jesus some special happened. Jesus came up in regards to how I handled my wife’s last few hours. We were alone , in our den with those traditional hymns she grew up on and at about 6:30 it got real quiet. I picked up her arm and it just fell back to the bed and at that moment I knew her pain and suffering was over and she was with The Lord Jesus Christ. So if you want to talk about Jesus bring it on because I am your man!