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Church This Morning?/Cancer

As I sit here this early November morning, I ponder whether I should attempt to go to church?

You see my wife’s cancer seems to be picking up its attacks on her body. Her daughter is coming by to spend time with her, which will be good. I feel tired, alone and emotionally exhausted. Then in the morning, we have a doctor’s appointment with a cancer specialist that we have been told in advance she very well have to be hospitalized for the 4 time in about a month.

When we started this fight with her health we thought it would be about her heart but cancer decided to rear its ugly head. ( like so many others)

Am I going to church this morning? I have no idea. Will I be able to take a nap before that decision has to be made? Nope

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Life After Losing a Loved One

On this cold November morning, the stillness is only broken by the breathing of my most cherished loved one. The question for me is how many more times will I hear that cherished sound? Of course, none of us know when that sound will end for any of us yet that can be scary and yet comforting.

Will this be the day that those sounds will end? I have no idea but based on conversations with her and how her health has started to fail more and more each day and sometimes each hour. I will still hurt like I have never felt before and yet she will be in eternity with The Lord Jesus Christ and that is all that truly matters.

So is today the day I really start to look at how life would be without her after all of these years? Probably……………………

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Grieving the Loss of A Loved One

As Halloween is fast approaching for many it’s a time for fun but for me, it hasn’t been since 2008. That was the day that I lost my dad. That moment of loss and watching him fade away something became and that is there are forces in the universe that no matter how big and strong I am I can’t stop. That of course is the power of The Lord God Almighty. The reality is that you never truly get over the loss of a loved one. You just learn over time it does become somewhat easier to handle.

There has been this debate for eternity over which is better to lose someone. Some believe that it’s easier if your loved one goes quickly. While there are those it’s better if it is something drawn out so you have time to say your goodbyes. Having gone through one and for the last several years while going through the other I can safely say that I don’t have a clue.

I do know that all people grieve differently and for others to judge others when they are grieving is simply wrong.

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God’s Timing Is Always Perfect

Here are the basics about time in our modern world. There are 24 hours in a day. There are 60 minutes in an hour. There are 1440 minutes and 86,400 seconds in a day. There you have it the basic break down of time in our modern world.

Guess what? None of that matters! The only time that matters is God’s and his timing is perfect in every way possible.

However, there does come a responsibility in the time God has given you on his earth. Then this leads us to one question.

How are you spending your time that God gave you on this earth? The thing is we are all guilty of wasting this precious thing called time.

The choice is up to all of us to decide how we want to use that time.